For those who do not know, I have horrible memory problems. It's affecting my daily life immensely and it's gotten the point where I am going to have to start carrying around a notepad and pencil just to remind myself to do certain things and keep up a conversation.
I'll tell you right now that day to day, I always get a chance to feel stupid simply because I can't remember something I was being talked to about. Conversations are harder and more or less, others tend to get annoyed with me for not being able to remember something or a hold conversation long enough or properly without getting confused and forgetting what it was even about.
The weird thing is, it comes and goes as sometimes I can remember things from years ago and other/most of the time, not happening.
So, day to day I wake up and sub consciously know that at least once in the day/night, I get to feel like the one of the stupidest people on this planet, even though I know I can't help it.=\
Now I've gone from being frustrated to being sad and wanting to cry a little.
Thanks for listening to me vent internet, one of the reasons why I love you.<3.
Good night/morning all! :)
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